This is just a way to get my thoughts out, and a way to keep the things that inspire me fresh in my mind.

27th April 2010

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Muse

I’ve been finding it a bit hard to keep inspired lately, and when I do get inspired it only last for an hour or two. Could it be the monotony of my 9 to 5? Is Babylon setting hurdles for my Muse to catch up to me? Or is it the other way around - Babylon becoming my greatest hurdle to catch up to my muse? Whatever it is, I think I need to close my eyes….think…and reflect about the things I love to do, and why I haven’t had the drive to pick up any one of those things and do it. Music, skateboarding, drawing. It’s even been 2 weeks since I’ve posted anything on this blog, or even looked at anything that relates to any of my interests. You know what, I think I might be figuring out what it could be as I write this. It could partly be the monotony of my job and how I start my days at work - reading the news. How I start my days (no matter where I’m at) will set the pace for the rest of that day. If I read some depressing ass shit on the news, it’d probably have an affect on the rest of my day. From now on, I’ll start my days a bit different. I’ll kick off every day by giving thanks, then reflect on who and what I love. I’d be damned if I let my self age unnaturally.